I'm so thankful for the holidays because I'm finally given the time to sort out my negative thoughts and stress. During the entire last semester, I was dealing with so much shit. Friendship, relationship, strangers, negative thoughts and insecurities. Everyday, I was unhappy with myself and the people around me. I felt that I couldn't trust anyone around me because I was that afraid. I felt that some friendships were hard to make and were simply hard for me to put my trust in them.

However, since the crazy stress of studying is off, I was able to think about things in a more positive light. I should go to the bookstores more often.